Great Expectations

Happy Happy Saturday!!! This morning as I was laying in bed, I couldnt help but think about how warm my bed was, and how I could literally stay in bed all day! :) Instead of laying in my bed all day, I decided to start my day off right..by thinking positive and speaking the Word over this particular day and my life. As I was praying new hope was arising, and expectation was stirring up in my heart. Certain duties, and projects that I started and did not finish..came to my mind, calls I needed to make tugged at my heart. I knew that today, I couldnt sleep in.. it was time to put my foot to the metal.. and get some things done!

This is a year of miracles and manifestations, a year for our dreams to come to a reality. In order for our dreams to become reality, we have to expect.. we have to trust and believe that it will come to pass.

1 Corinthians 2:9- "But as it is written, Eye hath not seen, nor ear heard, neither have entered in to the heart of man, the things which God hath prepared for them that love him".


So as you enjoy your weekend with friends and family, keep your ears and eyes attentive to His voice. He has prepared a place just for you, so expect!

Why would He Forsake me now?

Last night, I performed a prophetic act of worship...by posting scriptures.. Gods promises all over my room. I made a decision that this year, I will know the Word God and I will believe it with all of my heart.In the midst of me, writing and copying down scriptures my spirit man began to leap. As I was posting the construction paper on my walls, I felt a sudden closeness to Gods Word.. as I read the scriptues out loud.. more scriputres came to my spirit..and I continued to write and post. When I look at my walls now, I feel even closer to my Heavenly Father..its as if He is speaking right to me.

I layed my head down to sleep, that evening excited about my prophetic act of obedience, toward Gods word and promises. I woke up about 12, to hear my sisters still awake, downstairs watching tv. Just to fill you in, I have a very sensitive ear... If I am unable to sleep due to sound.. I get a little irritated. So I demanded that my sisters turn down the tv. my sister sent me a special text saying "If you would stop concentrating on the sound, you would fall asleep". Her text made complete sense, I needed to stop focusing on the sound, or whats irritating me.. and think on.. something positive.. like the scriptures that are in my room..and His presence :) But after I got that text, I decided to go upstairs to sleep until they stopped talking.. and to calm myself down..I even thought..why am I getting so worked up!

As I layed upstairs, I could barely sleep..it was as if the enemy was harassing me.. giving me thoughts "Aneurysm, your going to die, everything you did a few hours ago.. is obsolete". I continued to cast the enemy down..refusing to believe his lies.. and at the same time wondering.. "Lord why am I being attacked.. right after I did a prophetic act of obedience? Shouldnt everything be "peachy" right now?" After about an hour, I went back into my room downstairs and layed down. As I began to sleep I woke up..I had a dream that I had opened the "door" to a room and "air" was coming out. It was as if, I was airing out a room..allowing the freshness of Gods Holy Spirit to clean out my life!


When I woke up in the morning to go to work, the enemy was still speaking words of negativity into my mind, I continued to cast it down. Knowing that I have to press on,knowing that the Lord has not forgotten about me or forsaken me. As I continued to press on, and focus on the Lord and His joy that's been made available unto me.. I began to get encouraged. Nothing can go wrong, the enemy has no grasp on my life or my families life when I am holding unto the Word of God.

I choose to believe that He has given me the tools to be successful, and to not be tossed too and fro by my emotions..

Psalms 119:105
Your word is a lamp for my feet,
a light on my path.

I know that He will guide my way, He is with me and will never forsake me..

Be encouraged and know, that He will vindicate his people.. you will not be ashamed.

Jesus Lover of MY SOUL

I need Him.. I need Him more than ever. As the end of the year is coming closer.. my heart is hungering for more of Him. For the unblemished, real, authentic presence of God. I want to know, that my prayers are being heard and that He is moving on my behalf. I want to feel confident in every step that I take towards Him and His righeousness. In Him I know that my life is and will be complete. Its time to stop running, stop trying to outhink God. Stop deceiving ourselves with lies and walls that we have created through fear and doubt. We serve a God that is mighty to save, might to heal and mighty to restore. The moment we stop beleiving and compartmentalize Him, is the moment we suffer. His love is unrelenting, its not earned..it is given. He wants us to understand that, and to stop pushing away His love and ignoring His voice. You know His voice, He knows your voice. Your His daughter and sons, and He is your father. He will not forsake you, and leave you hungry.

Its time to leap,delete the past and thank Him for the future. For His love is greater, we can not even fathom it. Accept it, receive it and release it as He pleases.

God bless you all!!

Gods Love...

I would encourage you to seek the Lord this evening with all that you have within you! God hears your heart, and your prayers.. He knows what you hunger for. Let Him into the deepest parts of your soul, let Him correct you.. chastise you with His love.. their is hope in Him. There is hope and confidence in doing it His way!

I personally want Him, to complete His good work inside of me.. I want it to accomplish what He sent it out to do...Ladies you are a woman of God, valued by a good and righteous God.. a God that is jealous for you, A God that has died for you.. risked it all... so that He could call you his own. He dances over you, he dances over you with Joy.. knowing that you desire to please Him.. that you desire to honor Him with your life, with your words.. dont grow weary.. grow strong...be victorious..His covenant covers our mistakes.. our failures. Hes made a way for you and I to get the victory.. to manifest His spirit.. unto the nations.. to show the world that His covenant.. never died.. that the same promise He made to Abraham, Isaac and Jacob.. is still alive and prevalanet to our lives.

Rise up Woman of God.. and take your place in the kingdom of God.. your time is now.. the day has come. Lift your head and see all that He has done. HE HAS MADE A WAY FOR YOU!!

2 Corinthians 5:21
"For he hath made him to be sin for us, who knew no sin; that we might be made the righteousness of God in him."

Grateful

Today I am truly grateful for what God has done in my life and in the lives of my family. He is faithful.. and continues to exceed my expectations. For the last few days.. I've been listening to IHOP-Kansas City Mission Base prayer room. Cory Asbury and their worship team were doing a set, and a verse came up that read " Nothings gonna take your praise out of my mouth, as long as I shall live".. these beautiful words have been resonating in me.. from my heart to my spirit. God desires for us to concentrate and meditate on His word daily, trusting and believing his promises..I have decided to profess His love.. and His goodness wherever I go.. knowing that He hears me.. and moves when I pray and lift him up.

His love and His word, needs to come alive in each and every one of our lives.. so no one can try to veer us of the path He has specifically created for us to walk on. His love runs and digs deeper, then the mundane and tiresome love that is presented through mere man. Everytime we truly think on His name and goodness... a peace begins to flow.. your heart is touched... and you dont want to remain the same.. you want more.. you hunger for more.. more of Him.. more of His presence.. "Nothing will take His praise out of my mouth, as long as I shall live". Our days are numbered, it is by His grace and mercy that we are alive today...I thank God for His love..and peace.. that He has allowed to rest upon my heart. Im grateful for friends and family members that hold me accountable.. wanting the best for me always! God is so good!!

2 more Days!

Wow!! Two more days, and I will have my first meeting with 25 Beautiful women of God.. who desire to Touch the Kings of Kings Heart! Right now, I am excited and in awe of how far God has brought me. His mercy and grace has been evident in my life in the last couple of weeks. He is showing me, that it is only by his grace and mercy that I am able to stand here today, and proclaim is truth! My desire for Saturday evening, is for each woman to receive a touch from God. That they would leave knowing that God loves them, no matter what they've done. To trust and anticipate His blessings, expecting to see His glory wherver they go! That their new found confidence in Christ will ignite their dreams once again, and push them to be bold for the things of the Lord!!!

Im so excited!! God is so good!!!

Today was a beautiful day, filled with beautiful people and beatiful experiences. I love going to church on Sunday mornings, and leaving refreshed. Gathering with my brothers and sisters, reinforces.. why I am here and what I am called to do. The main sripture used today was Mark 11:28-30: 30:"For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light" I love how Dr. Henry, stated that "Christianity is simple" if we are feeling overwhelmed and do not have peace, are we really applying the Word of God? Are we really believing that God can do what His Word says.... Such a good Word! We are either allowing God to rule or lives or not..there is no inbetween. Peace comes with knowing who will fight for you, who belongs to you and what will be expected of you. In God..there is a peace..that surpasses all understanding. A peace that will last until eternity.

This particular message, opened up my eyes to see what I was leaning on...I was created for more, I can not aspire or desire things that are pointless and lifeless...excessive and wildly shallow. My depth and Identity is found in my relationship with my Heavenly Father..ummmph..life is wonderful.. I dont have to worry or stress... I can just relax...meditate and initiate my purpose through a constant communion with God.. my source of strength.