Express Yourself

 One of my desires is to positively affect the community and surronding circles that I live and abide in on a regular basis. There is an urgency that has been released upon the natural and spiritual world. The question is: How will we respond?

Open your mouth and speak; What are you passionate about? What gifts and talents did Father God give you? Remember that He abides in you. When you said yes to Him you instantly become one with Him. Therefore the gifts and talents that you exhibit were given to you to glorify God as well as transform the world around you.  I am convinced that the "time" is now. Faith actively puruses purpose and effectively dismantles eternal failure. Without faith it is impossible to please God. We see evil all around yet have trouble accepting an invitation to a promised eternal rest. Its time to stop striving its time to rest and actively depict the Glory that God has left you to display to the world.

God did not call you out of darkness into His marvelous light to only deem you as a "spectator" He has called you to be a uncompromising leader completely firm and confident in His word. You serve a creative God who created you for a specific purpose to touch a hurting and dying world. You are chosen to be His ambassador, representative and mouthpiece!

My prayer today is that we would be about and not talk about it (talking to myself as well)! All He needs is a little faith and a willing heart! Be bold and confident and watch God turn your whole life around!

The More I Seek Him...

Ive been yearning to write a post on my Ministry page for a long time! So many amazing things have been happening in my life personally as well as with the Kingdom of God. Instead of me blabbering about random things.. I want to be intentional and sincere with what I share today.

Its amazing how our "feelings" and "emotions" can make situations appear bigger than what they really are. For the last two months the Lord has been taking me through a "love" journey. Last year I remember asking the Lord for  "Love at 25". Ive always been mesmirized with the number 25 :) I remember telling people "Im officially a quarter of century old" people would look at me and laugh..epecially the older people.Well, as they were laughing my heavenly Father heard my plea consciously and uncounciously. Let me just say that when you sincerly ask the Lord for something He is faithful to answer and reveal. So through out this year and towards the end of last year.. I kept declaring "love at 25" in my head. I really didnt know what that love was really going to look like  I thought.. "wow.. the man of my dreams will come into my life" and I will fall in love. It was like I was saying "okay God, Ive been serving you the majority of my life..bring it on" lol   Towards the end of last year God totally turned it around.. to where He said "Im revealing my love to you in a new and fresh way.. you will experince Eternal Love" To my joy this year has been filled with so many special suprises from Him.. He has shown me that who I am and what He has for me is of good and not of evil. He has literally revealed himself to me in such a new way.

This year has brought a lot of new personal challenges for me.  He reinstated my seemingly sturdy man made  foundation. I thought I had a good understanding of how He operates and works (oh was I wrong)  He has been stripping away my old ideologies and views of what "love is" He is the greatest love of all. If I am ever in the place of feeling lonely, needy, depressed or angry I have learned to look up and cast my burdens upon Him. He see's and knows what I go through.. He wants to be the person I go to when I  am  hurt or confused. He wants to be that anchor that standard. He is the standard..whenever we lack focus or have doubt.. He is there to bring the peace and the wisdom that we need to get through it. With His phenomenal grace and mercy..I can honestly say that being 25 has been AMAZING!! He has brought me back to the basics. I remember speaking with a few of my friends and sharing with them my journey thus far.. I started to share how the popular hymn titled "Jesus Loves Me" has now took on a brand new meaning for me. Love knows how to correct and heal you. There were areas in my life.. that still needed healing. I now know that regardless of what I go through and experience my greatest peace and joy admist it all will be in me going to  Him and allowing Him to heal it as He pleases. Everything He does is perfect. Trust and know that. He is what is steady and never changing. Jesus desires for each and everyone of us to be whole.. He died so that we could be made whole by and through His precious blood!

I pray that this post encouraged you, Ive come to the place where truth and transparency is the only way to go.When Jesus came to the earth He did not hide anything from the world he was made vulnerable so that we could be made whole. So that we would not be left in the dark.. so that we may stand with confidence. Im excited about my journey and the journey He has for each and everyone of you!!! Be encouraged and know that the best is yet to come!!! 

I wanted to share a song that has helped me and encapsulates my year this far <3

Be Blessed

Jeremiah 29: 11 "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you,saith the lord thoughts of peace, and not of evil to give you an expected in"

I LOVE YOU

Lord, I truly love you..everything about you screams.. that You..(God of Creation) Loves Me. When I am with you, I am free.. life makes sense. Purpose erupts from within breaking free from the worlds temporary fix and replacing it with eternal focus.. Passion arises.. fear flees..selflessness finds it home.. weakness flees.. my heart leaps for joy.. knowing that you love me.. and that darkness and harm can knock at my door.. but not be let in.. In your presence their is life.. and fullness of joy. True identity is discovered.. insecurity is no more.. you are my safe haven.. a place to lay my head.. a safe place to heal... a safe place to be restored. My life is yours.. I belong to you. All you ask of me is to Rest.. and know that you are God. Anything and everything that resists that fact.. is trying to surpass your written word.. for you said that you will never leave me nor forsake me. Open up the floodgates of your love Lord.. again so that I can be flooded once again with your mercy and love.. You are never selfish.. always giving.. always replensihing. Life in you is endless.. You are patient and kind.. never rushing.. always embracing.

Beauty of it All

It is so refreshing to rest in the presence of God, to know that He is with you and that "absolutely" nothing can separate you from His love. We are His and He loves it when we lavish Him with our love and time. I am in a place of complete serenity and peace. I dont have the answers to everything wrong that is happening in my life, but I know that I will get through it and be on top. I know that I am always the head and not the tail, that my steps  are ordered by the Lord and that He will not let me fail.

The beauty of serving God is that we dont ever have to stay in one place.. :) That when we fall or make a mistake He is able to make it beautiful again. That life is beautiful, whether I am crying or laughing hysterically!! That everything works out for those who love the Lord. Expectation arises when faith is ignited, embers and old structures are burned down when light comes and exposes darkeness..embrace the exposure and illumination. God sheds light on dark areas to help us see what needs help, or what needs growth. He wants us to be the best that we can be, He wants us to accomplish all that He has set apart for us. His love is nothing less than extraordinary, and the plan He has for all of our lives is just as good!!! Stay Hungry and allow your heart to burn with fire.. and with passion. A passion so strong that people will hunger after it and want to know the God that we serve. Lets be a "firecracker" to the world and to those who are dying.. and confused.. who dont know what to do!! Within those sparks and illumination our lives will be changed.. we will fall in love with the light.. and want it to be a part of our lives. Burn for Him..and know that you where you are to bring His name Glory and for lives to be changed eternally!!!

Hold On!

Today my heart was set ablaze with a holy fire and reverent praise towards the God I serve and the one I love. My heart has always longed for "more" of God and for "more" of His presence and spiritual insight. I've always been attracted to His mysterys..and prophetic words. His word has always been  prophetic and forthtelling.. showing me what to expect and how to endure this path and life.

There is a deep desire for one to be heard and sought out, to be longed for and wanted. I have found myself in this whirlpool of longing and desperation for identity and transformation. Ive been in this state for the last few months. Slowly and unconsciously falling away from what I knew was real.. and vascilating with what I know is untrue. In the midst of this violent yet steady war..I continue to hear  a still small voice saying "Hold on! There is more" I knew it was the spirit of God telling me to presevere. It is His love that has exposed truth and has brought forth healing. What I am experiencing is molding and transformation. Through all that Ive been through.. God has always remained faithful. He continues to love me.. and continues to show me what is real. So therefore I choose to not vascilate from one lie to another. If a thought or feeling.. is not lining up with His Word or Character.. I dont want to be a part of it. I want to display is Love.. and give His Love without Recompense.

I encourage you to "Hold On" to what you know is real. Hold on to what your dreams are, He gave you them for a reason. We are His mouthpiece.. we are prophecy made alive. He spoke us into exsistence. We were planned!!! Oh, how awesome that is..we were not put here by accident. We have a purpose to fulfill!! Stay encouraged.. and know that you are not alone!!! He loves you!

Matthew 4:16 " The people which sat in darkness saw great light; and to them which sat in the region and shadow of death ligh is sprung up".

Unveiling

God is unveiling his precious daughters and sons to the world.. we are in a season of transition and multiplication.. door are opening.. oppurtunities are arising. Prayers are being answered.. prayers that have been prayed for over 10 years.. are being unveiled and revealed. We are living in the time of complete and whole miracles, hearts have been awakened to the true love and power that lives and comes from Jesus Christ.

The last few weeks.. ive been experiencing an overwhelming amount of His love and provision for my life.. its as if.. He has been giving me a cheat book.. on how life really works.. how He operates.. and what He wants his sons and daughters to focus on. I find myself.. being sensitive to sounds.. that I hear and words that are spoken by friends, peers, co workers and people in general.God is doing something now that has never been done before..  There is a specific sound that can be heard and descerned by being sensitive to Him and his spirit. 

Im finding myself enveloped in deep emotion when I think about who He is, what he has done.. and what he will do. My heart has begun to burn.. for his sons and daughters to return to the truth. The truth that has freed and delivered people from deception and apathy. Clarity of thought, peace and joy is what God wants us to experience on a daily basis. The world around us is in complete chaos...everyone is looking for a way out of their current situation.. people want true freedom..mentally, spiritually and physically. As time continues to pass..it seems as if the evil continues to get bigger..and more aggresive.There is an urgency to prepare.. to prepare for the future.. to know who you are and who you serve. If who you serve.. is not clear.. and if you dont know who you are. . and who you belong to.. I have a feeling that their will be a loss of validity and confidence in ones self especially with the time we are in the time we are living in. It is detrimental for all of us.. to meditate and focus on what is truly real.. because everything around us.. is not what it seems to be.

The truth is being revealed.. love is being unleashed... stay ready!

Jesus Culture - One Thing Remains

Worship to me is one of the most beautiful gifts, that we can give to the Lord. I've come to the realization that I live out of that place.. when Im in my room spending quiet time with the Lord.. I cant help but sing a song unto Him.. exalting and magnifying His name. Allowing His presence and the words of the song. premeate my spirit..When you add the word..its even more amazing. Its as if..the word and His presence just kiss.. and you cant help but feel strengthened. In that moment He brings things that I need to correct, He speaks to my heart.. reminding me of His endless love. Its like being energized all over again.






This is the portion He has given me, He knew that "Natasha" would want to know Him deeper..that I would have a curiousity to seek His face. and to know His presence even deeper. When Im in His presence, I am ALIVE..words cant describe.. I feel at home.. right where I belong.



I would encourage every person, to soak.. to soak in the presence of the Lord...allowing his Love and power overtake you..quiet your spirit.. and let Him have his way. He is so faithful.. He has never gave up on you.. I pray this worship song blesses your heart.. let Him minister unto you ::)