Today my heart was set ablaze with a holy fire and reverent praise towards the God I serve and the one I love. My heart has always longed for "more" of God and for "more" of His presence and spiritual insight. I've always been attracted to His mysterys..and prophetic words. His word has always been prophetic and forthtelling.. showing me what to expect and how to endure this path and life.
There is a deep desire for one to be heard and sought out, to be longed for and wanted. I have found myself in this whirlpool of longing and desperation for identity and transformation. Ive been in this state for the last few months. Slowly and unconsciously falling away from what I knew was real.. and vascilating with what I know is untrue. In the midst of this violent yet steady war..I continue to hear a still small voice saying "Hold on! There is more" I knew it was the spirit of God telling me to presevere. It is His love that has exposed truth and has brought forth healing. What I am experiencing is molding and transformation. Through all that Ive been through.. God has always remained faithful. He continues to love me.. and continues to show me what is real. So therefore I choose to not vascilate from one lie to another. If a thought or feeling.. is not lining up with His Word or Character.. I dont want to be a part of it. I want to display is Love.. and give His Love without Recompense.
I encourage you to "Hold On" to what you know is real. Hold on to what your dreams are, He gave you them for a reason. We are His mouthpiece.. we are prophecy made alive. He spoke us into exsistence. We were planned!!! Oh, how awesome that is..we were not put here by accident. We have a purpose to fulfill!! Stay encouraged.. and know that you are not alone!!! He loves you!
Matthew 4:16 " The people which sat in darkness saw great light; and to them which sat in the region and shadow of death ligh is sprung up".
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