I LOVE YOU

Lord, I truly love you..everything about you screams.. that You..(God of Creation) Loves Me. When I am with you, I am free.. life makes sense. Purpose erupts from within breaking free from the worlds temporary fix and replacing it with eternal focus.. Passion arises.. fear flees..selflessness finds it home.. weakness flees.. my heart leaps for joy.. knowing that you love me.. and that darkness and harm can knock at my door.. but not be let in.. In your presence their is life.. and fullness of joy. True identity is discovered.. insecurity is no more.. you are my safe haven.. a place to lay my head.. a safe place to heal... a safe place to be restored. My life is yours.. I belong to you. All you ask of me is to Rest.. and know that you are God. Anything and everything that resists that fact.. is trying to surpass your written word.. for you said that you will never leave me nor forsake me. Open up the floodgates of your love Lord.. again so that I can be flooded once again with your mercy and love.. You are never selfish.. always giving.. always replensihing. Life in you is endless.. You are patient and kind.. never rushing.. always embracing.

Beauty of it All

It is so refreshing to rest in the presence of God, to know that He is with you and that "absolutely" nothing can separate you from His love. We are His and He loves it when we lavish Him with our love and time. I am in a place of complete serenity and peace. I dont have the answers to everything wrong that is happening in my life, but I know that I will get through it and be on top. I know that I am always the head and not the tail, that my steps  are ordered by the Lord and that He will not let me fail.

The beauty of serving God is that we dont ever have to stay in one place.. :) That when we fall or make a mistake He is able to make it beautiful again. That life is beautiful, whether I am crying or laughing hysterically!! That everything works out for those who love the Lord. Expectation arises when faith is ignited, embers and old structures are burned down when light comes and exposes darkeness..embrace the exposure and illumination. God sheds light on dark areas to help us see what needs help, or what needs growth. He wants us to be the best that we can be, He wants us to accomplish all that He has set apart for us. His love is nothing less than extraordinary, and the plan He has for all of our lives is just as good!!! Stay Hungry and allow your heart to burn with fire.. and with passion. A passion so strong that people will hunger after it and want to know the God that we serve. Lets be a "firecracker" to the world and to those who are dying.. and confused.. who dont know what to do!! Within those sparks and illumination our lives will be changed.. we will fall in love with the light.. and want it to be a part of our lives. Burn for Him..and know that you where you are to bring His name Glory and for lives to be changed eternally!!!

Hold On!

Today my heart was set ablaze with a holy fire and reverent praise towards the God I serve and the one I love. My heart has always longed for "more" of God and for "more" of His presence and spiritual insight. I've always been attracted to His mysterys..and prophetic words. His word has always been  prophetic and forthtelling.. showing me what to expect and how to endure this path and life.

There is a deep desire for one to be heard and sought out, to be longed for and wanted. I have found myself in this whirlpool of longing and desperation for identity and transformation. Ive been in this state for the last few months. Slowly and unconsciously falling away from what I knew was real.. and vascilating with what I know is untrue. In the midst of this violent yet steady war..I continue to hear  a still small voice saying "Hold on! There is more" I knew it was the spirit of God telling me to presevere. It is His love that has exposed truth and has brought forth healing. What I am experiencing is molding and transformation. Through all that Ive been through.. God has always remained faithful. He continues to love me.. and continues to show me what is real. So therefore I choose to not vascilate from one lie to another. If a thought or feeling.. is not lining up with His Word or Character.. I dont want to be a part of it. I want to display is Love.. and give His Love without Recompense.

I encourage you to "Hold On" to what you know is real. Hold on to what your dreams are, He gave you them for a reason. We are His mouthpiece.. we are prophecy made alive. He spoke us into exsistence. We were planned!!! Oh, how awesome that is..we were not put here by accident. We have a purpose to fulfill!! Stay encouraged.. and know that you are not alone!!! He loves you!

Matthew 4:16 " The people which sat in darkness saw great light; and to them which sat in the region and shadow of death ligh is sprung up".

Unveiling

God is unveiling his precious daughters and sons to the world.. we are in a season of transition and multiplication.. door are opening.. oppurtunities are arising. Prayers are being answered.. prayers that have been prayed for over 10 years.. are being unveiled and revealed. We are living in the time of complete and whole miracles, hearts have been awakened to the true love and power that lives and comes from Jesus Christ.

The last few weeks.. ive been experiencing an overwhelming amount of His love and provision for my life.. its as if.. He has been giving me a cheat book.. on how life really works.. how He operates.. and what He wants his sons and daughters to focus on. I find myself.. being sensitive to sounds.. that I hear and words that are spoken by friends, peers, co workers and people in general.God is doing something now that has never been done before..  There is a specific sound that can be heard and descerned by being sensitive to Him and his spirit. 

Im finding myself enveloped in deep emotion when I think about who He is, what he has done.. and what he will do. My heart has begun to burn.. for his sons and daughters to return to the truth. The truth that has freed and delivered people from deception and apathy. Clarity of thought, peace and joy is what God wants us to experience on a daily basis. The world around us is in complete chaos...everyone is looking for a way out of their current situation.. people want true freedom..mentally, spiritually and physically. As time continues to pass..it seems as if the evil continues to get bigger..and more aggresive.There is an urgency to prepare.. to prepare for the future.. to know who you are and who you serve. If who you serve.. is not clear.. and if you dont know who you are. . and who you belong to.. I have a feeling that their will be a loss of validity and confidence in ones self especially with the time we are in the time we are living in. It is detrimental for all of us.. to meditate and focus on what is truly real.. because everything around us.. is not what it seems to be.

The truth is being revealed.. love is being unleashed... stay ready!

Jesus Culture - One Thing Remains

Worship to me is one of the most beautiful gifts, that we can give to the Lord. I've come to the realization that I live out of that place.. when Im in my room spending quiet time with the Lord.. I cant help but sing a song unto Him.. exalting and magnifying His name. Allowing His presence and the words of the song. premeate my spirit..When you add the word..its even more amazing. Its as if..the word and His presence just kiss.. and you cant help but feel strengthened. In that moment He brings things that I need to correct, He speaks to my heart.. reminding me of His endless love. Its like being energized all over again.






This is the portion He has given me, He knew that "Natasha" would want to know Him deeper..that I would have a curiousity to seek His face. and to know His presence even deeper. When Im in His presence, I am ALIVE..words cant describe.. I feel at home.. right where I belong.



I would encourage every person, to soak.. to soak in the presence of the Lord...allowing his Love and power overtake you..quiet your spirit.. and let Him have his way. He is so faithful.. He has never gave up on you.. I pray this worship song blesses your heart.. let Him minister unto you ::)

Its not over..

Back at it again :) Was M.I.A for over a month! Well, I can honestly say that I didnt post anything.. due to me feeling as if what I have or wanted to say would be insgnificant. Yes, I know.. sad face :( But to my hearts joy, I serve a God that is faithful.. and persistent. He wont relent until He has it all. I know without a doubt, that He wants my Heart..He wants the hearts of His children.

Have you ever had a really close friend or boyfriend, that you did absolutely everything with?? You laughed together, cried together even fought with one another. Well, what I have learned.. is that our relationship with Yahweh (God) is the same. He knows how to move our hearts, and calm our fears. He knows what makes us smile and what makes us cry. I would sometimes think, why would The God of this Universe..care about me being angry or sad. I would think.."He already knows what Im feeling, I cant let him see that. Instead I need to "act" extra strong"-- People that is no way to live. Yeshua (Jesus) died for our sins, so that we could have eternal life.. so that we could have Heaven on earth. So that whatever is cast out in Heaven, will be cast out on earth. If it does not happen in Heaven..why should it happen here. We are spiritual beings, with the same purpose.. to love the Lord with all of our hearts, and to love others like Christ loved us. That is our main purpose, to bring people to the knowledge of Yeshua (Jesus).

I loose sight of that fact almost all the time, I'll be honest.. Instead of making a change.. sometimes I would just sit in the midst of confusion, and try to figure it out. As if Yahweh just placed a ball of confusion in my life..and said "deal with it, you messed up last week..". Those words are lies.. lies sent from the enemy.. sent from the world.. to destroy our faith..to diminish our hope... and drive us into helplessness.

Victory is in laying down your life, and not trusting in yourself. Joy comes when you realize your able to do no thing with out Him. Why wouldnt He consume your thoughts.. why wouldnt He free you from addictions, depression, insecurities, anger, hate? He is YAHWEH (GOD) the way the truth and the life.

So when things are "looking " helpless dont give up, press forward..allow yourself to be weak and vulnerable.. during those instances..He shows up.. and showers us with His love. Its not "Natasha" that people see..they see Christ in me. Takes the stress off of trying to be perfect.. and replaces those feelings with meekness.. knowing that in Him.. I will be strengthened..

We are in a time of transitioning spiritually, He is drawing us closer through His word and presence. Its time to respond..we may not see everything or understand. Pursue still..because He is there.. when you call on His name with all of your heart..and submit your life unto Him..He moves.

He knows that you are not perfect...thats why He sent his Son.

Song of Solomon 2:4- "He brought me to the banqueting house, and his banner over me was love"

Significance

What truly matters, is how one will live his or her life..the decisions we make now..will have an effect on our future, whether it be positive or negative. Personally I have been finding myself periodically getting distracted, being distracted by small things.. old habits..old mindsets. What is so interesting to me is that once those emotions and feelings come back up.. I immediately am reminded by a small voice.. in the midst of the storm..that the Lord has delivered me from this.. Once I quiet my mind..and focus on the what the Spirit of The Lord is saying the storm begins to end.. and I can see clearly again. The Lord does not want us going through life alone or confused. He wants us to focus our eyes on Him.. no matter how hard it gets. He is our joy, in Him all of our questions will be answered. But before that can happen, one has to want the Lord to come in. Im learning that in Him their is no confusion, in Him there is constant peace and compassion.

When Jesus walked the earth, he did not doubt what His Father sent him to do.. he had a confidence. Knowing that his Father knows best, that all he has for him is of good and not evil. I believe that we should desire to take after Jesus. He is and will always be the true example of love and obedience.

Stay encouraged and know that the best is yet to come, dont let your current circumstance dicatate your future. In Christ life continues to get better and better. He wants to love you,and reveal his love to you personally. Once you allow Him to do that, you cant help but extend that same love to others!!

Have an awesome day, and know that you are valued!!