My heart is leaping with so much joy and understanding.. truly everything that is good and pure comes from God. This past weekend, I was emotionally drained and moving towards depression.I was angry and frustrated..I had not felt this way for the longest time..especially since this year began. I had made a decleration that this year I was not going to hold back.. that no circumstance negative or bad would take me captive.
People would ask me "why are you so positive? Its okay to be "real" sometimes.." Well, Ive come to decision that I rather speak faith.. or meditate on what is good..keeping my faith ignited.. despite what I see. Last weekend that decleration was challenged. For literaly three days.. I was super sensitive, angry.. emotional.. a wreck! I rememeber speaking to my younger sister.. expressing my frustration.. she encouraged me to press on.. and to continue my walk..knowing that its normal to feel drained..but ddont give up. When my mom came home, she was talking with me.. and I just started crying.. she said "Tasha, its okay to cry..you wineskin is just being stretched. See what you need to change.. how you need to respond. The only bad thing that could come out of this moment in your life.. is for you to JUSTIFY the way you are feeling by making up excuses.. and not changing". When she was saying that.. I didnt want to hear it.. I wanted to cry.. I wanted someone to hold me..and give me what I felt I needed at that very moment.
In the midst of my emotion, I knew that God was still speaking to me.. He was holding me.. just in a different way.. He wanted His little girl to grow up..He wanted to challenge me.. :) Well that Sunday.. I went to church.. and Dr. Henry Wolmarans my awesome pastor.. taught on "The Power of Hope" When we cry out to God saying.. "I want more of You Lord".. we sometimes dont want exactly what He gives us..He shows us a better way.. exposes light on the dark areas in our life.. and desires for us to work with Him to bring.. restoration to that area. But if we ignore it, or say "thats not God" it doesnt look like what I asked.. Him. If we respond in that fashion.. not trusting Him.. we can lose out.. we can lose or Joy. their is joy in serving Him.. their is joy in loving Him! The enemy loves to play with our emotions.. and His focus is to attack our FAITH...our hope..he wants to deprive us of hope... like the Lord forsake us! I had felt that way.. the majority of the weekend..It was as if God.. grabbed me.. and said.. "NO, IM NOT LOSING YOU".. the Holy Spirit gave Dr. Henry Wolmarans an awesome word..to not give up.. that we are at the end.. of a breakthrough..Ahh.. I held on.. and on the other side was peace, joy, hope and wisdom.
Now, this evening.. the Lord has broken into my heart once again.. and revealed His love to me..He is so authentic.. He knows how to break into each one of hearts.. to give us what we need.
Hold on.. to hope..Hold onto faith..
Hebrews 11:1 "Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen"
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
Monday, February 7, 2011
Truth
You cant sugarcoat everything, especially the realities of life. The life we live are under constant review and scrutiny from those who do not understand the meaning of forgiveness and redemption. Everyday that I wake up is a blessing from God. My life does not belong to me, I was bought with a price. The only one I owe an explanation to at the end of my life is my Heavenly Father. Therefore what He puts in my heart, and spirit comes first.. before my desires. What He wants me to do..takes precedence. Im learning this.. as Im making a conscious decision to serve Him. I know there is more.. there has to be more than the life we are living. What we do here on earth..matters in eternity.
If we truly tap into his presence.. and ask Him to reveal His mysteries.. we will be in awe..His anointing and love gives you and I hope..we are not living our lives in vain. That is truth.. it will never change.
If we truly tap into his presence.. and ask Him to reveal His mysteries.. we will be in awe..His anointing and love gives you and I hope..we are not living our lives in vain. That is truth.. it will never change.
Sunday, February 6, 2011
The Other Alternative Luncheon
Yesterday afternoon, February 5, 2011. RomanceMe Ministries had the privelage of attending a luncheon that Whittier Pregnancy Care Clinic was hosting. During the luncheon,I had the oppurtunity to sit and talk with some of the staff. The head Nurse Manager from the Clinic, ministered on "Sexuality" and how it is effecting our youth and young adults. My eyes were opened to a lot of things, both natural and spiritual. As a body, we need to encourage and strengthen are young women to appreciate their physical bodies as well as their spiritual bodies.As we begin to bring awareness to our children, they will begin to see that their is another way..a better way to live their lives..that will glorify their Heavenly Father. We do not belong to ourselves.. we were bought with a price 1 Corinthians 6:20. I believe that there is power, in knowing who we are, and whose we are!!! We all belong to a mighty God who wants us, to be loved..and cared for. Im excited to see how God will continue to use the Whittier Pregnancy Care Clinic. The event was amazing..
Friday, February 4, 2011
Passion
I am a very passionate person, if my heart is not in it.. Im usually not all the way there. When I talk about my family, God and my dreams.. I instantly fall in love with the heart of the matter as Im sharing revelations, accomplishments and future goals. Im finding that God desires us to be passionate about Him and his Kingdom as well. For us to be excited about sharing his love and reading His word with others. Their is joy in laying down our lives, and giving everything to him. He is the reason that you and I are here. He is the reason why we have what we have, every good and perfect thing comes from Him.
The middle of this week, I was feeling deprived and dry.. my heart was longing for communion with Love..my passion. I had to make a conscious decision to forget what happened to me during the week.. and focus and meditate on Gods unfailing love and mercy. He wants to commune with us on a regular basis. He wants us to give Him our fears and worries...and replace it with joy and peace. He suffered on the cross, so that you and I can walk in his EXTREME and RADICAL love :)
Its time to get your peace back.. its time to get your joy back!! It belongs to you, it is your portion. In Him their is nothing missing or broken. Walk in wholeness.
Be encouraged this morning, to live a passionate life. Knowing that everyday is a blessing..
The middle of this week, I was feeling deprived and dry.. my heart was longing for communion with Love..my passion. I had to make a conscious decision to forget what happened to me during the week.. and focus and meditate on Gods unfailing love and mercy. He wants to commune with us on a regular basis. He wants us to give Him our fears and worries...and replace it with joy and peace. He suffered on the cross, so that you and I can walk in his EXTREME and RADICAL love :)
Its time to get your peace back.. its time to get your joy back!! It belongs to you, it is your portion. In Him their is nothing missing or broken. Walk in wholeness.
Be encouraged this morning, to live a passionate life. Knowing that everyday is a blessing..
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
Rejoice
Good evening, the presence of God is priceless..His word..and his love is indescribable. We dont have to walk through life alone..we dont have to figure things out by ourselves. He overcame the world.. so that we could enjoy it with Him. My heart is overflowing with joy, knowing that my days are numbered and accounted for by a loving God.. who has my life in his hands. I will not be ashamed, my life will arise.. my situations have to change. In Christ their is success and wholness. He has released unto us His Holy Spirit, which is the ANOINTING..
Ahhh...Have you ever noticed, that in the midst of worship..in the midst of his presence..revelation flows, understanding is streaming.. from every corner and portole of your spirit. Like right now.. I feel like a thunderball.. or should I say fireball..I have so much to say.. words can not even express..the JOY I feel,when I think on Him and His love for ME!!!
As Im writing this, my mind goes back to the Impartation School Of Ministry that The Promise church with Dr. Henry Wolmarans. Last week, he said that as Christians we need to become more "inside" minded. When I heard that, I understood it as us knowing our authourity. Not being afraid to identify ourselves as being daughters and sons of Christ..made worthy to love Him, made worthy to partake in the Inheritance of Gods Son. This year forward and for the rest of my Christian walk, I am going to operate out of an "inside" mindset.. "inside" Christ and His word.
Jesus did not die on the Cross, for us to be weak and frail.. and to walk in fear..doubting the power that lives and abides inside of us. God is not asking us, to operate in the lowest of anointing. Hes called us to do great works, to be a catalyst.. to bring His Glory in the lives and midst of others.
Be encouraged this evening and know that you, were created for such a time as this. Rejoice, for you are valued and desired by a Mighty God.
2 Corinthians 3:6
1 John 2:27
Ahhh...Have you ever noticed, that in the midst of worship..in the midst of his presence..revelation flows, understanding is streaming.. from every corner and portole of your spirit. Like right now.. I feel like a thunderball.. or should I say fireball..I have so much to say.. words can not even express..the JOY I feel,when I think on Him and His love for ME!!!
As Im writing this, my mind goes back to the Impartation School Of Ministry that The Promise church with Dr. Henry Wolmarans. Last week, he said that as Christians we need to become more "inside" minded. When I heard that, I understood it as us knowing our authourity. Not being afraid to identify ourselves as being daughters and sons of Christ..made worthy to love Him, made worthy to partake in the Inheritance of Gods Son. This year forward and for the rest of my Christian walk, I am going to operate out of an "inside" mindset.. "inside" Christ and His word.
Jesus did not die on the Cross, for us to be weak and frail.. and to walk in fear..doubting the power that lives and abides inside of us. God is not asking us, to operate in the lowest of anointing. Hes called us to do great works, to be a catalyst.. to bring His Glory in the lives and midst of others.
Be encouraged this evening and know that you, were created for such a time as this. Rejoice, for you are valued and desired by a Mighty God.
2 Corinthians 3:6
1 John 2:27
Sunday, January 16, 2011
I am Worthy
Father God sent Jesus his only begotten son to the earth, to restore humanity back into fellowship with Him. Due to the blood that was shed on Calvary, we have been made worthy of Gods love. In His love, their is no lack and fullness of joy. In Him there is nothing missing and nothing broken, in Him I have every right to be healed, set free and delivered from anything that is not bringing glory to His name. God loves us so much, that He allowed the Holy Spirit, the same spirit that rose Jesus from the dead to live inside of us.
John 14:6: " And I will pray the Father, and he shall give you another Comforter that he may abide with you for ever;"
We were made to walk in power and authourity. We were created to keep our heads held up high, knowing that we have in an inheritance in Christ Jesus. That by and throught the cross we have been made worthy of His presence and love in our everyday lives.
I truly believe that this is a message that should be shared with believers and unbelievers everywhere. Its time for us (christians) to stop keeping our heads down, to stop walking in defeat..and take on the mindset of VICTORY!! SWEATLESS VICTORY!! We are sons and daughters of the King!!
Jesus says in John 14:18: " I will not leave you comfortless: I will come to you"
Yay!! I am so excited to know, that I will never be alone..His spirit lives and abides inside of me. If you ever feel hopeless or unworthy, call on the name of Jesus and allow His spirit, the Holy Spirit to comfort you. His Spirit will reaffirm your place, and speak to you your inheritance.
Walk in the fullness of His spirit, receiving wisdom, revelation in the knowledge of Him, understanding being enlightened; that ye may know what is the hope of his calling, and what the riches of the glory of his inheritance in the saints. And what is the exceeding greatness of his power to us-ward who believe, according to the working of his mighty power!
Paraphrased Epehesians 1:17-19
Walk in His fullness!!!
John 14:6: " And I will pray the Father, and he shall give you another Comforter that he may abide with you for ever;"
We were made to walk in power and authourity. We were created to keep our heads held up high, knowing that we have in an inheritance in Christ Jesus. That by and throught the cross we have been made worthy of His presence and love in our everyday lives.
I truly believe that this is a message that should be shared with believers and unbelievers everywhere. Its time for us (christians) to stop keeping our heads down, to stop walking in defeat..and take on the mindset of VICTORY!! SWEATLESS VICTORY!! We are sons and daughters of the King!!
Jesus says in John 14:18: " I will not leave you comfortless: I will come to you"
Yay!! I am so excited to know, that I will never be alone..His spirit lives and abides inside of me. If you ever feel hopeless or unworthy, call on the name of Jesus and allow His spirit, the Holy Spirit to comfort you. His Spirit will reaffirm your place, and speak to you your inheritance.
Walk in the fullness of His spirit, receiving wisdom, revelation in the knowledge of Him, understanding being enlightened; that ye may know what is the hope of his calling, and what the riches of the glory of his inheritance in the saints. And what is the exceeding greatness of his power to us-ward who believe, according to the working of his mighty power!
Paraphrased Epehesians 1:17-19
Walk in His fullness!!!
Saturday, January 8, 2011
Great Expectations
Happy Happy Saturday!!! This morning as I was laying in bed, I couldnt help but think about how warm my bed was, and how I could literally stay in bed all day! :) Instead of laying in my bed all day, I decided to start my day off right..by thinking positive and speaking the Word over this particular day and my life. As I was praying new hope was arising, and expectation was stirring up in my heart. Certain duties, and projects that I started and did not finish..came to my mind, calls I needed to make tugged at my heart. I knew that today, I couldnt sleep in.. it was time to put my foot to the metal.. and get some things done!
This is a year of miracles and manifestations, a year for our dreams to come to a reality. In order for our dreams to become reality, we have to expect.. we have to trust and believe that it will come to pass.
1 Corinthians 2:9- "But as it is written, Eye hath not seen, nor ear heard, neither have entered in to the heart of man, the things which God hath prepared for them that love him".
So as you enjoy your weekend with friends and family, keep your ears and eyes attentive to His voice. He has prepared a place just for you, so expect!
This is a year of miracles and manifestations, a year for our dreams to come to a reality. In order for our dreams to become reality, we have to expect.. we have to trust and believe that it will come to pass.
1 Corinthians 2:9- "But as it is written, Eye hath not seen, nor ear heard, neither have entered in to the heart of man, the things which God hath prepared for them that love him".
So as you enjoy your weekend with friends and family, keep your ears and eyes attentive to His voice. He has prepared a place just for you, so expect!
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